29.8.10

chasing

i not upset with some unsatisfied result
because i know how much i pay then how much i get


i just confused. it been a while.i confused about:
why should i do that? i am even not a real knowledge man


everyday stress my nerve at all the time.and try to hard and hard and hard
i try. even not enough but i had try.


and my reward?
result even worse than the other never try hard.


 it is what we call genius class.
unfortunately. i am NOT the genius. my smart only there.


The girls,found the will in OLYMPIC since they're five.
how powerful their will ? too power.


and what i have done until now i am already 17?
more close the day will come.more i confuse.

is it a necessary to be a somebody abandoned with knowledge?
i not really to hope to be what somebody.so,forget it.